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He drinks and thinks I don't know
But he's a bully when he's drunk.
I can't stop him
I can't run away
He threatens to expose me
He threatens to tell my boss lies
He threatens to ruin me
That I will lose my kids
That I will go to jail
I wish he would send me to jail
Then there would be an end to it
Now everyday is without hope
The bed is still covered in graham cracker crumbs
He beat the Keebler crust on the corner of the bed
I refused to do whatever it was he wanted right at that moment
Right at that moment
It doesn't matter
I will never be good enough for him
I will never be free of him