07DEC05 haiku from crossmediaman

coax cable black
Stripped wire flash jerk yelp
scent of burning hair

11182014_415 busy week and my pasta is dull

busy week and my pasta is dull
two slices of fat garlic bread
soft grilled not burnt as usual.
and pepper two kinds
can't make up for the fact that
I don't know how to add
flavor to anything when it comes
to any type of cooking.
I like to pretend
I know everything,
but I know white pepper
I know lawry's seasoning salt
and I know how to add them at the end to make
it taste like I like.
I have no idea
how to make it tasty for you

A Mix tape from my husband, an analysis

My mix tape

My husband gave me a mix tape and I found it's message rather disturbing one. so here goes, I'm a bad,bad girl who only needs love, when I get caught stealing, cause I am a supermassive black hole, who treats him like a man whore, making him take a walk on the wild side (BDSM), but I'm lazy cause everyday is like sunday, and he's gonna take my momma out, cause he's a superstitious motherfucker. WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?

Criminal, Fiona Apple- highlights from the lyrics:

"I’ve been a bad bad girl,
I’ve been careless with a delicate man.
And it’s a sad sad world,
When a girl can break a boy
Just because she can.

Don’t you tell me to deny it,
I’ve done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins.
I’ve come to you ’cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don’t know where I can begin."

It goes on like this you get the idea, He thinks I been a bad, Bad girl and I need to suffer for my sins.


All Your Need is Love, the Beatles

It's easy.
All you need is love, all you need is love,
All you need is love, love, love is all you need.
All you need is love (all together now)
All you need is love (everybody)
All you need is love, love, love is all you need.

Nice, sweet, AWWW then ....note i thought they were saying "Blah Blah Blah" at the beginning of the song, not Love, Love, Love

Been caught Stealin, Jane's Addiction
I've been caught stealing;
once when I was 5...
I enjoy stealing.
It's just as simple as that.
Well, it's just a simple fact.
When I want something,
I don't want to pay for it.
Not sure where he was going with this one, but I feel accused of something. I love the jangly beats and the Duh duh duh duh.
The Way You Move, OutKast

Now, they got me in the middle feelin’ like a man-whore
Especially the big girl, big girls need love too
No discrimination here, squirrel
So keep your hands off my cheeks
Let me study how you vibe the beat, you big freak!

yeah and so what if I treat him like a man whore.
Supermassive Balckhole-Muse

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth....

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Am I a supermassive Black hole? what are you trying to say?

Walk on the Wold Side, Lou Reed
Then I guess she had to crash
Valium would have helped that dash
She said, hey babe, take a walk on the wild side
I said, hey honey, take a walk on the wild side
And the coloured girls say

Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo)
(doo)

What's he trying to say? does he know what a crazy girl I am?
Everyday is like Sunday, Morrisey

Everyday is like sunday
Everyday is silent and grey

Hide on the promenade
Etch a postcard :
How I dearly wish I was not here
In the seaside town
...that they forgot to bomb
Come, come, come - nuclear bomb

Is this the state of our relationship? REALLY? Just cause I never know what day of the week it is?

Take Your Momma Out, Zutons

Gonna take your mama out all night
Yeah, we'll show her what it's all about
We'll get her jacked up on some cheap champagne
We'll let the good times all roll out
And if the music ain't good, well it's just too bad
We're gonna sing along no matter what
Because the dancers don't mind at the New Orleans
If you tip 'em and they make a cut

OK, so you want to take my Momma out, what? Are you saying My mom's a whore. Oh wait, she's not a whore, but a barfly proper.
Superstition, Stevie Wonder

Very superstitious, wash your face and hands,
Rid me of the problem, do all that you can,
Keep me in a daydream, keep me goin strong,
You dont wanna save me, sad is my song.

When you believe in things that you dont understand,
Then you suffer,
Superstition aint the way, yeh, yeh.
Not sure what he's trying to say with this one,

21JUL10 I am cold

and the air blows over me, the sweater, ratty and long
does not protect me from the cold
I think about the end of the workday
how long it will be before it gets here
how long it will be before I have to go back
to the house with the family
I did not behave very well yesterday
I was tired and wanted no more of it
I wanted no more of his inquiries
and his jealousy
he came back
he insinuated himself into my life again
he vacillates between love and hate
I only feel the hate
the jealousy, his touch should be a comfort
but there is so much history behind it
so much anger, so much distrust
I wish I could be the girl I was before
but I can't
I'll not disavow the kinship that
carried me thru the separation
that carries me now thru the darker times
the misunderstandings
I will pull my sweater closer and think of the next
thing to do.