it fell last night and it covered the yard and my spirits
it's hard to get motivated to do anything when
the next appointment you have is next week
and the next thing you must do is
a chore and everyone looks to you for their happiness
and looks to you to dothings their way
and you are tired of this responsibility and they scream
and they rage and they discount your concerns
'and your rage and they shout you down and they ttell you to leave and it would be so easy
to go, it would be so easy to go
I am trying to move forward
I am trying to be better
I am trying to change
he is suspicious
he is angry
he is unwilling to change
I want to tell him I am beautiful
I want to tell him I am inteligent
I want to tell him I am leaving
I want to tell him he's an ass
then he does something
and the anger and resentment fades and I remember how he was once
how I want him to be again
but our dreams, the ones we shared
they are a long memory and we both feel trapped
and we both resent
and I won't stay like this I won't
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